For the past few months God has been teaching me a lot about myself and pretty much more about…myself. Haha. I need to change and have a renewing of the heart daily. Its essential for a follower of Christ. My selfishness and my feelings about how I allow so many things bother me is just not the way God has ever wanted me to live.
So because I knew I needed to grow in Christ….I needed to keep my distance from my friends. I love them and I know they love the Lord but when opinion after opinion is brought up on how to live…it gets confusing and I needed my Jesus to tell me truth and not opinion. So…..for the past few months I took a break from hanging out. God grows us up in such random ways and I love it. He has given me a joy and a cheerfulness that I don’t believe I have ever felt before. Growing in having a complete reliance on God is the best thing ive done and wish I would have tried to make this number one a long time ago.
I know I wont always be the best at something and I know I will fall and get upset over something again. It stinks but being human is a natural state that I hate realizing and we sin and mess up. But I just praise the Lord for His grace and mercy knowing that I am saved. I don’t want to live a pitiful life where I want people to always have pity on me for my mistakes. I cant run to people for help cuz they don’t have the power to heal…only God can and He is the one I will run to when I am weak and He will be strong, when I don’t know what to say and then He speaks through me, when I am afraid….He will comfort me.
Well I was hoping I would be able to write more today but I got a late start and now I gotta get ready for work. I need my coffee and my Jesus before I head into this world. Put and KEEP your armor on. The enemy will and always will try to bring you down and distract you from growing and wanting Jesus in your life. Keep proclaiming the name of Christ! The enemy will tremble! The devil is already defeated brothers and sisters. God is our victor! I love you guys and hope your day is filled and empowered by the holy spirit.
From Him, through me, to you…..
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